i’ve been reading this book and the author somehow shares the same feeling with me; ‘hell i hate her cough.’ well its not hard to understand. ive never hated someone’s presence as much as i hate hers. man im scared. im scared of every little noise she makes. in front of her i dun even dare to breathe too loudly damn cant concentrate while someone is actually sniffing adn weeping right behind me. i dunno wt to do yeah i know i might hurt ur feelings cos uve been treating us well, or at least u think u treat us well. well yeah, i must admit, righ, but sometimes its just ur onesided thoughts, ur wishful thinking. there is certain discrepancies between wt u hv in mind and what we really get in reality. cant u stop complicating our situation? it could be simple as hell well 4 letters not simple enough but it is at least simpler. yes u do care about us. but as cliche as it could be, it isnt the right way. maybe leaving is really the way to end all these, to put all of us out of misery. sometimes id rather u leave us alone leave us starving than to torture us that way why cant u see why cant u view thigns from our perspectives! being torn between two sides isnt a good feelin you think we intended to diss you come on hell no! y cant you just do some silent reflection it isnt wt reed says it wouldnt turn ur world to stone and patient correction wouldnt leave you alone. whats all that stupid overflowing self-esteemfor i dun feel fine alright you arent no one we all care about u but we jus cant go on like this or u like the feeling of being hated nope i dun wanna hate u u understand me and neither do they! if im really ur burden, leave me alone.