wow i reaaally hv to speak in english im super nervous right now im going to be interviewed 4 hours later i can alrdy feel my adrenaline churning the inside of me omg im going or am i not i need some petals hey decide for me please let the spear of destiny struck me right through am i dying or am i going omg i wouldn’t wanna think about it nonstop for the coming 4 hrs hormones will devour me. anyway i dun give a damn hahahahaha but do i really? everything will be sorted out this afternoon it’s kind of a final conclusion for what i’ve been doing all these years i have never really quite realized that every step i take is actually leading me to this destination man, really one of the biggest destinations in my entire life but i would try not to give a damn then cos the urge to not give a damn is my conscious self while the urge to go to the UK is just the subconscious side it’s really powerful isn’t it so powerful that it has been living in me for so long without my noticing yeah im done now. XD

the spear of destiny has to be thrown